why other fruit scare of banana... hahaha~~~

***PEOPLE THAT I BOUND IN GRATITUDE****

1. my mum- she is the one that i really feel grateful... if she doesn't dedicate so many, i think i just can't stand here today. love my mum so much!!! muackzz...
   
2. my grandmum- she is the one that i feel thankful, she gave love, care and supporting to me since i small and i have lots of good memory with her.
3. my uncle- thank you so much uncle, thanks for your supporting no matter on money or spirit, u help our family a lot... i will requite when i grow up later and i promise to look after two of your sons...
4. my sister and brother- love two of you so much... thanks cause you always bear my emotion and accept me this brother... thank you so much....
   
5. my dad- i had forgave what he had done... it's ok... just let it passed... and it's passed... i just become more dependent and responsible since you left us... thanks....
6. my grandpa- hope that you are staying good at heaven, i will always remember you because you had taught me a lot... thanks... don't worry... although i can't be like you but i promise i will take care of my mum and family....
7. my best friend Lee Yan Feng- thank you so much... you have accompany me to face my problems even share and helps... i feel so glad that i have you this best friend in my life...u make me change a lot and become more better.. hope that you also can be more stronger.
8. Eugene Wong- thanks man... you really is a good listener... i love to talk with you... i know who you are...just be yourself man.... i feel glad that i have you this kind of friend... you are shine and bright....
9. my scout friends- love you all so so so much.... we have so many of sweet memories that we had spent together... and i learn a lot from you all... especially how to control my emotion.... thank you so much...
10. my secondary classmates- love and miss the time that we studied together... miss and miss... i feel so sorry that sometimes i just few to spent time with you all last time... that's not enough... i need more and more memories... hehe...
11. Lee Sung Nying- yeah... actually just hope that you won't mind with what i write here... you are the 1st girl that i really like and love... i would like to apologize here if i had hurt you... but... that time i really hope that we can last long... but... we are still good friends... you are the one who change me... i study so hard now also because u affect me... thanks and thanks..
12. Ngan Jian Wei, Kong Wai Yin- i won't forget two of you forever and ever... i will keep two of you inside my heart... miss two of you lots... take care...
13. Leow Wai Zhe- my best friend and roommate and housemate now... i can share many things with you and i am so sorry sometimes i just "pik cik"... haha... i think we are almost the same people and i feel so lucky that i can meet you in poly...
14. my housemates in tg malim- erm... although sometimes i just cannot tahan you all... but... hehe... i still like you all... thanks cause you all never blame when i sing loud in the house... haha... i will cook more and more delicious food for you all.... kaka...
15. all the teachers that taught me- thanks cause you all had gave me lots of knowledge... you all had share lots with me and i feel so thankful that i have this kind of teachers like you all...
16. Choo Meng Fai- erm... i learn a lot from you... you are the 1st person around me that start your business so early and even have your own plan... i feel glad that i can stay with you... you are a mature guy... gayao!!!
17. my NS friends- love and miss.... i start be more tougher cause you all.... thanks...
18. Ooi Chen, Ke Xin, Way Ru- love three of you... hahaxxx...
19. 2006/2007 USST exco- i never regret that i enter USST.. you all lead and taught me a lots... how to handle a meeting,people and society... thanks for gaving me such a golden opportunity...
20. Chuah Chin Tien- thank you... still remember form3 history test?? thanks for helping me... i will keep in my heart forever and ever...

anyone that not here not means that i not remember you all.... just... i don't want to show you all out... i just want to keep in my heart... deep and deep... thanks for all people that appear in my life.... thank you so much!!! =]

缺乏知识是很可怕的事情。

心中存在的一点点养分，也许可以灌溉另一个世界。

ANGRY!!!! ARGHHHHHH......

i really felt very angry today... huh!!! i just can't bear my classmates that never do their homework... that's group assignment man!!! just try to do ok?? haiz... when only you know how to be discipline yourself?? not the first time already... huh!! erm... but something that really make me feel glad today... i get 100%marks in my math test!!! kaka... i think this is my first time i get 100%marks since i study at polytechnic... hehe.. gayao!!! i must get more 100%marks in my following test!!! go go go!!! take care my friends... =]

离家后，每一样东西都可以带着思念。


只需换个角度，事情就完全不一样了。

I aM sOrRy...... fRiEnDs....

I feel so sorry to all of my friends... if i just cannot spend my time to meet you all...actually i really miss you so much... i am not so busy... but, sometimes i just feel like want to accompany my family, and i just felt that i should spend more time with them... love you all guys... kaka... =]
by the way, i would like to say thanks here... to all my friends that really care for me...
this few days... my home just happened something...
one night, there was a motor driver throw a glass bottle into my house.... and it's just make my mum scared and afraid... i thought sure somebody ask that person came and do that... and i know who is that person...
what the f**k man... i really hate that person...
we all just quarrel with her and actually she no need to do that... just because of a dog?? is it worth you do so??
haiz... don't know how people think nowadays... that's why i can't always go out and back home late...
i am here to say sorry to ah yang... that's my reason why that day i have to back home earlier...
sorry... take care my friends... =]

不同的窗口有不同的风景
你心爱的人也许和你有距离，但是一步一步你还是能够触及到达。

love and like???

huh... sometimes i really wonder... i really like that girl or not... i know that girl not quite suitable for me... but sometimes i just act like very care her, lend my hand when she need so... erm... but i really don't want start now... i just want to concern on my studies... i want get into local university!!! so... i think i really should think it properly... is it cause many people around me already have girl friend then i also feel like want to try on it?? chow wing hong... think it deeply... what only u really need?? cool down and serious thought of it... don't forget your aim... but, if she really suitable and ok geh... i think i will go ahead... cause i don't want to miss any opportunity anymore... i don't want to regret.... =]

CHOW WING HONG!!!!

erm.. i think i had lost myself... i am facing a junction now... which road that i should take? is it that road is suitable for me? erm.. i think i should chat with my old good friends to find myself back... i think they can help me... =]
anyways... inside my heart, there is still a big blue sky, a beautiful garden, fulfill with lots of colourful flowers... that's the place just for myself.. i won't let people 2 destroy or spoil it...
when i was tired, i will and i hope i can sit inside the garden, looking at the sky....
huh!!! just wana relaxing myself...
everyday, i am facing diffrent problem and people... that was bored!!!
chow wing hong ah... where is your optimize thinking? you are a positive thinking guy!!!
kind and friendly also!! take good care..
i hope i can find back myself............

THINKING SOMETHING

Know what? now i really very confuse to myself, sometimes i just think tat wat kind of people i am and what i like and need. i always searching my characteristic, my image and my concept or prinsip for my life. am i responsible? mature or have a stble thinking that i should have? i still got a bit blur wit myself. i just cannot control the things that happen on me, what!!!! what is the meaning of friends for me and for them? dedicate? thats what i do it everyday, but... is there somebody realise what i have done? haiz... am i really optimize enough on my life? sometimes i really cannot find even a people to tell whats in my mind n share with me.... is it my problem? is there already someone always stand my side and just i cant realize? walao... maybe i really have to always remember this... "dont ever think that u will get back what you have done to your friends and they will treat you back like how you treat them." this sentence really very meaning for me.. i always ask and tell myself dedicate and share, dont be selfish... hope that god can see and listen to what i did and said... thanks...

HoLiDaYsssssss...

LOVE AND LIFE =]

huh... just finished watching a movie, about love story, i really get touch! although it's just a simple love story sketch about the love between teenagers. erm, how to say? in our lifetime, maybe we cannnot get and with our true forever, although both of you love each other before, life is cruel, even in your heart that people still stay in your mind, but, you cannot get it because, all the things are too late and it's not on timing.
no matter how you had changed, be more mature, be more sedate, you cannot get it thats the truth, ya, like what i said, life is cruel, what we can do is just let it go and put it down... like chinese people said " once you can grasp and lift it up, you also can put it down back."
i just heard that she get her true love, ya, i admit that when i heard so, my heart really felt pain, but, i just think that, finally she get it! she can take up the love bravely! i should feel happy because she just enjoy in the happiness... really! maybe now she get her love is a good new for me, it just told me that its time i should put it down... i believe that i can make it!
i think its just almost one year, i should thank to her, appreciate her, actually, if not her be my guardian n guidance, today, i wont be like that... thank you is what i want to say. now, chow wing hong be more stronger, mature and sedate. i can manage my studies by well, my family, friends and everythings around me by well. i think so. people should always updated and advanced themselves so that you can let the people around you can more comfort when stay with you.
thanks to everythings that had happen on me, although i really felt suffer when i face it, but, it make me more stronger!! LIFE, this is a word that fulfil with hope and trust. i must tell myself! try everythings in this world, so that you wont regret ultimately!

what a wonderful day!!! haha...

haha..2day i really feel happy!! early in d morning, v woke up n prerared 2 go 2 proton city!! cz v al plan go thr 2 jogging.. i tot tis time is d 1st time so many of us go 2 a plce 2gether... i means my housemates. yuh!! after run 4 two rounds, v al saw a playground thr!!! y v go thr? hehe... jz bcz thr r three gals thr... haha... v al start childish, play d swing, see-saw, "fat fat"... haha... jz lik a small child thr, v fight 2 play d equipments thr wit d small child thr!!! haha... jz wonder r v al aldy 19 years old... yeah!!! i really felt that is damn nice cn play so sot wit my frens... ten v al go eat "ban mee".. walao! came hr almost 1 year bt i nvr go to tat shop 2 eat d ban mee.. bt its really vry nice!!! cheap, nice!! cnt!! 2mr my breakfast mz go thr!! hehe...
d most wonderful is... v al pack n clean up our house 2gether!! ya.. wen start, v al vry hardwork on cleaning our house, bt... guys alwiz playful geh..v al start play d water... pour everywhr... pour n catch evry1 2 get them wet!!! ah lok oso cnt escape!! hehe... v al sot till pour d water inside our house!!! haha... d whole floor wet n v al lying on d floor n take picture non stop... haha... mcc most pity la... v al catch them n take off his trousers... haha... luckily nt me... so pity la him... bt... he jz seem lik so enjoy wen v did so..hehe.. he really geng!!! haha...
ten wen evening, v al go pasar malam, i bought jor kelopok n sweetcorn... nice!! jz feel damn hungry cz i didnt hv my lunch...ten v al hv our dinner 2gether..
erm...act dun knw still hw many chances tat allow us 2 do tat... jz feel lik... erm... sumtimes thr mz gt sum probs appear n happen around us.. jz hope tat our frenship cn maintain... lik my scout frens n me.... wah... 2day really v v tired... erm.. wana final lo... wana study jor!! yeah!!! tis em i mz get 3.76 above!!! i knw i cn do it geh!! gayao chow wing hong!!! yuhuuu..... =]

FrIeNds!!!!

"Friends are angle who lift us to our feet when our wings have troubles and remembering how
to fly!"
i jz get touched n feel grateful to my frens tat i really appreciate n feel thankful....
yesterday i jz chat wit my best fren in my life... i really feel happy n touch tat althg v r far in distance, v seldom meet n chat, bt wen v jz meet n chat, v cn share evrythg 2 each other... thx 2 him... tat make me feel confidient 2 our frenship... i tink i nvr met such a gud fren until nw... ya.. i admit tat i still gt many gud fren in my life even around me!!! dun knw y... i jz feel tat helping n take k of d frens around me is my responsible... i hope tat thy cn find me wen thy nid helps... nid my advice wen thy get in trouble... i jz dun wana let them feel tat life is meaningless or nobody cn help them wen thy nid sum1 2 do so... act life is great!! its interesed n amazing if u really enjoy it!!! i tink nw i m really trying 2 enjoy my life.. sumtimes i jz felt bored wit wat others ppl look n tink of me.. i dun lik 2 act man!! i jz wana b myself!!!
"there is no begining and end! yesterday is a history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift!"
frens, appreciate wat u hv rite nw, ur family, ur parents, siblings n ur frens... dun feel regret one day wen u lost them.. enjoy!! =]

i jz wonder

i really wonder...
y human being will feel lonely...
act thr r a lot of frens around us...
cnt talk secret 2 them?
trust!!
u mz knw hw is his or her attitude...
ten try 2 trust them...
mayb thy really cn help u
ya...mayb v shuld nt so easy 2 trust ppl...
bt..if every1 oso tink lik tat...
wat is true frenship...hw best frens appear in tis world...
i really wonder...
b optimize man...
i knw all of us cn do it...
i alwiz appreciate d ppl around us..
cz i really cn felt tat...
those who r love n caring wana leave me soon...
mum n grandma especially...
i love them so so so much... =]