CHOW WING HONG!!!!

erm.. i think i had lost myself... i am facing a junction now... which road that i should take? is it that road is suitable for me? erm.. i think i should chat with my old good friends to find myself back... i think they can help me... =]
anyways... inside my heart, there is still a big blue sky, a beautiful garden, fulfill with lots of colourful flowers... that's the place just for myself.. i won't let people 2 destroy or spoil it...
when i was tired, i will and i hope i can sit inside the garden, looking at the sky....
huh!!! just wana relaxing myself...
everyday, i am facing diffrent problem and people... that was bored!!!
chow wing hong ah... where is your optimize thinking? you are a positive thinking guy!!!
kind and friendly also!! take good care..
i hope i can find back myself............

THINKING SOMETHING

Know what? now i really very confuse to myself, sometimes i just think tat wat kind of people i am and what i like and need. i always searching my characteristic, my image and my concept or prinsip for my life. am i responsible? mature or have a stble thinking that i should have? i still got a bit blur wit myself. i just cannot control the things that happen on me, what!!!! what is the meaning of friends for me and for them? dedicate? thats what i do it everyday, but... is there somebody realise what i have done? haiz... am i really optimize enough on my life? sometimes i really cannot find even a people to tell whats in my mind n share with me.... is it my problem? is there already someone always stand my side and just i cant realize? walao... maybe i really have to always remember this... "dont ever think that u will get back what you have done to your friends and they will treat you back like how you treat them." this sentence really very meaning for me.. i always ask and tell myself dedicate and share, dont be selfish... hope that god can see and listen to what i did and said... thanks...